My Journey into Submission

Life has a way of revealing our deepest desires, even ones we never knew existed. I'm Daisy from Beijing, and this is my journey of discovering my true nature as a cuckquean - in my case, a woman who serves her former partner and his new girlfriend, finding complex fulfillment in submission and humiliation.

Our story began in a Chinese university where I served as a class advisor to freshman students. It wasn't anything formal - just a senior student helping newcomers adjust to university life. Among my group was James - quiet at first, but with an unexpected edge that I would soon discover. What started as casual chats and helping him navigate campus life slowly evolved into study dates, and eventually blossomed into a romance.

It was James who introduced me to BDSM, starting with playful spanking and light humiliation. Despite my initial hesitation, I found myself drawn deeper into this world of power exchange. These experiences awakened something in me that I hadn't known existed, though they also created an underlying tension in our daily interactions.

After my graduation, while James continued his studies, I entered the corporate world. The demands of my new job meant I couldn't be there for him as much as before. Our inseparable campus life became limited to weekend visits, and our daily lunches turned into video calls. The distance, combined with the lingering awkwardness from our BDSM explorations, created a growing gap between us.

It was during this period that Laura entered the picture. She was James's classmate - confident, perceptive, and possessed of a natural dominance that I would soon experience firsthand. She began spending more time with James, filling the void my absence had created. When I discovered their growing intimacy, I was furious and hurt. Pride and pain led me to distance myself from James, a decision that only created more space for Laura to move in.

Then came the message that would change everything. James reached out, telling me about his relationship with Laura and, to my surprise, asking if I would be interested in continuing our BDSM dynamic - but this time with Laura involved, suggesting I could serve them both. His words stirred something deep within me. What started as shock and disbelief gradually transformed into an confusing mixture of shame and arousal. The thought of submitting to them both, particularly to the woman who had replaced me, made me tremble with a kind of excitement I had never experienced before.

Now, I find myself in a position that my younger self could never have imagined. While James remains an important part of our dynamic, it's Laura who truly shapes my new reality. She possesses a unique blend of empathy and cruelty that expertly wields both kindness and strictness. Her commands and humiliations far exceed anything James ever demanded, yet her understanding of my needs runs deeper than I could have imagined.

In this blog, I'll share everything - the humiliation and the ecstasy, the protocols I follow, and the deep satisfaction I find in my service. I'll detail how Laura claimed every aspect of my former life with James, how she became his partner while I became their servant, and how I learned to find pleasure in witnessing their relationship deepen while I serve them both. I'll explore how our dynamic evolved, and how my initial anger and jealousy transformed into something far more complex and fulfilling.

Some entries will be explicit accounts of our encounters, others will explore the psychological aspects of this lifestyle. I'll share the rules I live by, the rituals that structure my days, and the ways in which I've learned to find empowerment in submission. From cleaning their apartment to preparing their meals, from watching their intimate moments to serving their needs, every aspect of my new life will be documented here.

This isn't a story of coercion - it's a journey of self-discovery. Every step deeper into this lifestyle has been my choice, every new humiliation embraced willingly. The arousal I feel when Laura claims what was once mine, the satisfaction I find in serving them both - particularly her - and the completion I experience in my submission are all genuine and freely chosen.

To those who might judge, I say: true freedom lies in embracing your authentic self, even when that self defies societal norms. To those who might relate, I say: you're not alone in these desires.

Welcome to my journey as a submissive cuckquean. Welcome to my truth.